1. |
S&M
03:54
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No matter what you said I did
How about owning me this time
No more need to depend
No words I’m sick and blind
Everything I’m on you shouldn’t know
How about torturing you
No more need to depend
No words wasting my time
And I like it
Everything you said
Did you feed on what we used to blow
What a man could ask you
But tell me how much you are
I know where to go
You tell me “be yourself at last”
Everything you ask me, dear
No matter what you told me
I ask myself once more
And I like it
Everything I said
And it feels good
And he doesn’t care
(and I don’t care)
Why should I ever live like what you want
Beating myself is what I long for
Why should I ever live just like you saw
Just beat you up once more
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2. |
pecuLiar
04:50
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As I know,
There was the truth in my head
And what'd you be expecting from me
And recognize everything as reflection of what we wouldn't fear
I’m not believing that something’s deceiving our lies but I
Want to try to feel like what you feel Want to try to do just what you do
Just when you’re feeling you close the doors between us two
What do you do?
Where do we go now?
Why don't you scream instead of losing
Why are you craving?
I’ll never go back just look how much we could do
Where do we go now?
Why don't we scream instead of losing?
Why are you fading?
I'll never go back I just wanted to feel
It’s just like betraying myself
I don’t want to give up before
Before defeating but something is repeating
Why did you choose me for ?
This is your thrill everything is combining
I’ve never wanted to do the things you do
Just like I know I’m here to find
My point of view
Just watch how I lied to you!
Where do we go now?
Why don't you scream instead of losing
Why are you craving?
I’ll never go back, just watch me
how much we could do
Where do we go now?
Why don't we scream instead of losing?
Why are you fading ?
I'll never go back I’m just weighing how much we could do
I feel like I want to face it
Everything is falling you’re doing too
I didn’t want to make it
But we could lose
Why couldn’t I
No more tears alone
If I share all the things with you
No more games alone
Everything turns me on
Why don’t I know? ( just watch you fighting)
You don’t know (just watch you lying )
You’re fighting (you’re fighting)
And what do you aspect from me?
Where do we go now?
Why don't you scream instead of losing?
Why are you craving?
I’ll never go back just watch me
how much we could do
Where do we go now?
Why don't we scream instead of losing ?
Why are you fading?
I'll never go back I’m just weighing how much we could do
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3. |
Sick
03:47
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It doesn’t mean that I regret
I’m trying to prove what happened last
It doesen’t mean that I just stand
When you’re the one no other’s left
But I’m left instead for what you’re asking
What are you craving this or that
But you think no one would ever get more
I can miss what happended last
Why is there something sick betweeen us
Why don’t you know but if
Someone likes it, don’t you dare
With all the problems life possess
And I don’t know why you live like that
Nobody says that I’m the best
The challenge rise if you’re the best
But what’s left instead for what I’m asking
What do you want I don’t know love
But you’re screaming at me but anyhow
Now or never asking back
Why is there something sick betweeen us
Why don’t you know but if
Someone likes it
No one sees
No one cares
No don’t try to be this psycho
me no one else
don’t try to be like this, don’t you dare
Watching your feelings
My eyes don’t believe it
If you don’t believe it than no one would feel it no more
I want you no matter, I’m not thinking of others
I’m not here to fight, and nothing you should tell me before
Why can I deceive it, it’s time to release i to once more
Why are you asking before I’m standing alone
I’m not standing for
Why is there something sick betweeen us
Why don’t you know but if
Someone likes it, don’t you dare
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4. |
Runaway
03:39
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He doesn't know why
we live and go
He's ready to know this thing called life
Please tell him souls
Will never die
He wants to know
This thing called life
Why don’t you choose
instead of be weird
you ask what you'll be
or you could feel
how fake (is) the world
but say what’s real
You think, you’re a fool
but you don't know what's right
Life passes through this
leaving all our doubts and faiths
and if you want you’ll understand
but no one cares
why?
He dosen't know
But look he’s down too
what you need is nothing like that
do you know why?
Life passes through this
leaving all our doubts and faiths
and if you want you’ll understand
but no one cares
why?
Everythings is so messed up
but would’t you try to prove all this?
you didn’t have the time to be yourself
but you did it
you never understand what you could do
but if your time ends
still I’d like you to stay
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5. |
Load
04:51
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I want it to be so easy
I wanted to tell my heart
I want it ‘cause I know myself
And I can do what’s hard
No matter if I want to
I’m thinking in my head
I want it ‘cause I hunt for someone
So I can feel again
And you like it
And you wanted
And you needed, hold my hand
I want it ‘cause I’ll be that someone
And you can start again
Don’t believe what I’m saying
You don’t have to be afraid
‘Cause I’m not evil
I do know
What I like but you don’t know
I don’t believe when you say
I don’t have to be afraid
But you’re not evil
Like I know you don’t know
But I’m asking something like…
And everything is repeating
And my heart is torn up wide
I wanted that you could feel myself
but I don’t know what’s right
And no one is you’re fortune
And my heart I cannot feel
My arms are seeking I found that someone
I don’t know what’s real
but I like it
And I wanted
And I needed deep and clear
I wanted that you could teach me
How to thrust myself and feel
Don’t believe what I’m saying
You don’t have to be afraid
‘Cause I’m not evil
I do know
What I like but you don’t know
I don’t believe when you say
I don’t have to be afraid
But you’re not evil
Like I know you don’t know
But I’m asking something nice
that you know
I can’t even know life
I deny but if I don’t
know myself
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6. |
Into You
03:38
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You remind me about something innocent and different
But no matter you will fight please ask me
Nothing I won’t do but trying to be what you could need
But if you want tonight just ask me
Promise me, you’ll never be fool
I’ll try to be what I could
with my hands what can I do
But I don’t know if we can…
(I didn’t notice)
I don’t believe you didn’t call me instead
(it doesn’t mean that I want, doesn’t it mean enough?)
and I want to
and you used to, and I’m thinking
you didn’t call me at all
(I didn’t notice)
I don’t believe you didn’t call me instead
(it doesn’t mean that I want, doesn’t it mean enough?)
and that’s why ( now ) you repent
and I’m thinking
you didn’t call me at all
No one ever asked your face before
because no one knows
but I’m telling if you lie
as no one could
but I told you, you can live again
and believe again
but I’m thinking with through eyes
and not with yours then
Promise me, you’ll never be fool
I’ll try to be what I could
with my hands what can I do
But you ask me why
you tell me lie
you don’t want to be yourself
no more
(I didn’t notice)
I don’t believe you didn’t call me instead
(it doesn’t mean that I want, doesn’t it mean enough?)
and I want to
and you used to, and I’m thinking
you didn’t call me at all
(I didn’t notice)
I don’t believe you didn’t call me instead
(it doesn’t mean that I want, doesn’t it mean enough?)
and that’s why ( now ) you repent
and I’m thinking
you didn’t call me at all
I can’t bear him
Hold my anger
I can’t bear him
Hold my anger no
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7. |
Gossip
04:33
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Don’t you care about them?
They want to be thinking
They want to decide, they want to keep control
Don’t you care if they judge you?
you still can deceive them
you just need to see them
is that for sure
I don’t need to misunderstand
I’m not keeping no other regrets
I don’t believe we just trying to obey them
No other defence
That we can exploit
I don’t need it
I don’t want to expend it no more
For the right that you have
Right passed through lives
Is a matter of control
We can try to bear them
Our hearts on their cash sales
I don’t want to upset it
but I’ll try again
I don’t believe I miss them
And the most of their feeling
I want to be coherent
I’ll not pretend
I don’t need to misunderstand
But you keep on feeding and cultivating them
Don’t you believe
We need to start living
No matter we pay things
They don’t care (non me la bevo)
Look, I don’t need it
I don’t want to expend no more
For the right that you have
Right passed through lives
Is a matter of control
I don’t need
I don’t want to care anymore
For the right that you have
Right passed through lives
Is a matter of control
I’m just thinking again
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8. |
Cycle
03:52
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Everything around us, is life of wonders
Don’t you think?
It can be the first thing, never lasting
‘cause
You can try to practice good or bad things
One, two, three
And I thought of what we want and what we
need
‘cause I don’t want to repeat something
I’m supposed to do
and you feel disconnected held to nothing
no
and you think you are living but you’re craving
honestly I’m not the one who loses
QuesTIons I creed and what discontinuously I was is just naïve and just a mess
No one I can find and to hold but I don’t know what’s left of my regrets
Did you think of you as one of them?
Every time you come by
I ‘m not a special guest
Don’t you know?
‘cause I don’t want to repeat something
I’m supposed to do
and you feel disconnected held to nothing
no
and you think you are living but you’re craving
honestly I’m not the one who loses
you choose
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9. |
Raw
05:32
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You can feed on different masks
But I don’t know what’s left
You never tried to stand alone
In order to forget
Neglect, reflect not even you
But if you want to be it?
But try not to smile
But Try not to be yoursef
No matter what you think
you just have to forget
Whatever they tell you
It’s all you can be
don’t try again
That’s all you professed
Don’t try again
As long you can last
I don’t know why we’re here
I don’t know what you feel
I don’t even know myself
No matter how we live
Respect myself and all of the rest
Just what you love
But you don’t know what’s best
But try not to smile
But Try not to be yoursef
No matter you think
I just have to forget
Whatever they tell you
You don’t want to be
don’t try again
That’s all you professed
Don’t try again
That ‘s all I can bear
don’t try again
That’s all you professed
Don’t try again
That ‘s all we can bear
Think you are yourself
Why are you the innocent?
Do you want company?
What do you feel?
Think about what you don’t want to miss tonight
If you like I’d like to put my arms around you
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10. |
The Fail
03:15
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Why do you choose that you want to fail?
I’ve never been inside your fear
I’ve never thought of what we could fail
Anyone at anytime told you to leave
‘Cause it’s never been such a lonely street
I don’t want it I feel lonely
‘Cause you’ve never felt this lonely street
and I just die because we used to feel
Why can’t you choose?
What you get isn’t what you feel
And no exception (fake!)
What you like you kill?
haven’t you noticed
Silence speaks of lonely dreams
I’m wounded I feel lonely
‘Cause you’ve never felt that something
like I was
I want to live like you do
Just watch and learn how to do
That’s what I should
What am I thinking of?
I Just think everything as regrets ( If I had known )
If i close everything in my head
you feel loved
Silence speaks of lonely dreams
and nothing you can ever tell me
absolution is there for me
beside of you
that’s all I can do
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